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SinfulMelody's Journal


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4 entries this month
 

12:07 Aug 30 2018
Times Read: 318


Its been quite a while since i posted anything in here...

I have been busy... but i got an idea from a friend to write about stuff that interests me. I tried it the last time i was here and am planning to restart that.

I had been a paranormal researcher since I was 9 years old and an investigator since I was 16. I have seen things and experienced things which could be termed as horrifying and gruesome to the very least. Sat through multiple Exorcisms and been possessed more times than i can count.

Almost all bones in my body have been broken at least once, but regardless of all the crazy things it gave me immense pleasure to help out those in need.

What i did helped families and innocent people live a normal life. They might have been traumatized after the incidents but I did give them their lives back and I am glad I could do so.

The reason I started off on this path is a story for a different time. However I would like to show you guys my youtube channel that i tried to work on for a few months but then couldnt get time anymore....

Now onwards I would be documenting my previous paranormal experiences as journal entries in here whenever I find time. Hope you enjoy reading bout em.

Here's the link to my channel, feel free to browse through the videos. Not much content though... as i said... it was just basic stuff in the videos

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCffTxspoQZgLY5Zqa0xNkkA?view_as=subscriber


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My hobby

17:36 Aug 23 2018
Times Read: 346


hey guys... so i made a Banana and walnut cake today... was free for a while and was in the mood for some baking... I must say i didnt expect it to turn out this good... the icing is chocolate... but the cake is banana walnut... and i wish i could serve a piece to all my friends here.... :)

I am just so happy... fyi I've gained 5 kgs in 1 month and yet i keep making cakes... wtf is going to happen to me lmao...


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sippa
sippa
15:25 Aug 30 2018

you will get even more cuddly





SinfulMelody
SinfulMelody
15:26 Aug 30 2018

lmao... yeah... thats one way to put it XP





 

You'll make me fall in love again

18:35 Aug 22 2018
Times Read: 368


I read this somewhere... somehow perfectly portrays my emotions.. have fun reading...

I'd closed my heart and told myself ''not to love'',
you knocked the door and I opened it up,
I didn't know what to think or do,
I just knew that I want to be with you.

Scared that someone might hurt me again,
promise me of his love and then leave me in pain,
even then I let you in my life,
to love you till the end of my life.

I always had a dream in mind,
to be loved and to love someone,
I've fallen once in this crime,
but I don't wanna fail this time.

People don't know how much it hurts,
to lose a person you were with,
to lose all your dreams and your hopes,
to realize one day your love was a myth.

So now again ''I am in love'',
to be with you when you've none,
but just remember my plea......
you make me alive,
you make me, me...
I've loved you with all my heart,
from this serene dream, I never wanna part,
never ever say that you'll leave me again,
coz without you I am reminded of the desolate fall;
and without you, I am nothing;
Nothing At All.........

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Daddy's doll

17:23 Aug 09 2018
Times Read: 569


I found this poem on the internet... it is so beautiful... cruel and gory but yet beautiful

The refrigerator is full of beer,
And the couch is full of crumbs.
I go to bed and in my head,
I just know he's going to come.

For my dear old Dad, has made me sad,
By playing house with me,
And you can bet, I can't forget,
All the things he's done to me.

For he's robbed me of my purity,
And he's stripped me of my pride,
He took from me my virginity,
And he ruined me inside.

It makes no sense my innocence,
Was forced to take a tragic fall.
I don't know why but I know that I,
Have become my Daddy's Doll.

I'm so confused for I've been abused,
And I don't think he will stop.
It sounds absurd but If I say a word,
I know I'll get a pop.

And I'll have to lie about my eye,
When it is black and blue.
I slipped and fell, I hurt like hell,
But what am I to do?

It will do more harm if I tell my Mom,
Because she'll think it's a lie.
And for a fact, she'll tell me that,
"Daddy's not that type of guy".

And because I'm young, I bite my tongue,
And my tears begin to fall.
I wonder why I have to cry,
And be my Daddy' Doll.


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hannahrose
hannahrose
11:38 Apr 28 2019

I AM SO SORRY TO READ THIS. I WANT YOU TO KNOW I BELIEVE YOU A MILLION % AAND IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO AND LISTEN WITHOUT JUDGEMENT I AM HERE FOR YOU.








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